.I miss Martial Arts so much
I miss the balance, the strength, the sore muscles, the confidence, the competition, and yes, i even miss the bruises. I used to be in the gym every day. Training. 3 hours straight most nights after school. My whole paycheck went to MMA.
I loved it..........
I'd give anything to be back there now, sweating out all my frustration.
The technique thoroughly absorbed me,
the intensity cleared my mind,
the balance calmed and energized me.
Martial Arts brought me a sense of identity i had never known before. The drills taught me to push myself. The ring taught me to believe in myself. I miss the adrenalin. I miss the pain. I miss the peace.
But we have to pick our battles, don't we?
I know my dreams will come true, just maybe not all at once :)